- A beautiful baby that is alway smiling at me.
- Reminding me that God / The Universe always provides at the right time.
- Bringing me closer to my husband during lockdown.
- Being able to marry my husband right before the pandemic went wild.
- The opportunities I was granted .
- Removing me from the job that made me miserable.
- A beautiful apartment with space!
- More time to spend with my family.
- Protecting us and loved ones from Covid.
- Forcing me to slow down and not take anything for granted.
Monday, November 30, 2020
Monday, June 29, 2020
I ended up at Target to fill a prescription yesterday afternoon. The line was long to get in but it went pretty fast. Once inside I felt like they had the same amount of people they would normally have during pre-covid days. It did not bother me ... at least not right away. There were no lines for the pharmacy, I did not wait long to get attended to. When I was finished, I went to get a few things, it was different to see most of the Target shelves empty. A lot was missing.
As I started off I witnessed a grown adult eating , licking her fingers, and then touching the shopping cart. It grossed me out. I decided to just grab the essentials and not stroll around the store, just as I would do pre-covid days. It was my shortest Target shopping ever. I felt so out of place, super AWKWARD. It's been months since I've stepped into a store. Chris is the one who makes runs when I can't get a delivery.
When I was done shopping I went to the line and realized that it started at the back of the store. On the line it was obvious that there were those people who took the pandemic seriously and those who didn't. Those who did not, scared me. Like the person carrying his uncovered newborn through possibly contaminated humans. I rushed out of there and into an Uber right away. I don't think I am ready to be around so many people especially those that do not take this seriously.
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
"The less you claim of the power you have to create your life, the more easily you will be manipulated or will submit to the creative power and energy from the people around you. If you are not consciously creating your own path, others- your significant other, boss, kids, strangers, political and religious leaders, or someone or something else - will decide your path for you. The decision available to you in every moment of your life is whether or not you are ready to realize more of the power within you to consciously create and gain full control over your life, or if you will allow your intentions and your creative desires to be secondary to the creative intentions of others. "